| So this semester is done with!!!!!!!! THank the lord! yes quite a few things have happend but i recieved amazing grades and am overall happy. I am moving off campus and am happier than ever!!!!!! :) I will be in thailand in a week!!! :) |
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| Some things just arent to be... and this is soooo sad.
By now you should know who your real friends are... It literally kills me sometimes. I just want my best friend back but i have come to the conclusion this will never happen. I just pray i can come to peace... REAL peace with this, or else it will tear me apart. Many people are wishy washy... and hey maybe i am too... but i need to reanalyze everything forsure...
G-night i have to wake up at three.
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| So i havent really been on here in a while.
I have had some major issues going on. Friends.... why do i care so much.
I think the stress and anxiety has caused me this sickness i have... no appetite.. i cant hold food for like a week and a half..
I dont know what to do. I just wanna curl up in a ball and cry. I have hatred and resentment towards people for the loss of a close friend. This friend was my best friend and now we dont even talk. What's up with that? Now my stomach is killing me thinking about all this. You know what i need to do???....
Spend time in deep prayer and just totally surrender. What's holding me back? Time... it consumes me... people... i need to make that step to change.
I have to stop thinking about this before i get more and more depressed. i love life. im going to bed.
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| i-think-its-funny-sometimes-how-you-can-get-screwed-over....
Yes-i-have.
I-dont-want-to-even-go-back-to-school...
Oh-well-we-learn-from-things-and-grow. |
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| i.talked.to.a.close.friend.last.night...it.ended.up.with.me.sharing.something.so.close.to.me.that.i.have.tried.to.hide.for.ten.years...
i.dont.know.why.i.finally.gave.in.and.shared.it...i.wasn't.in.my.best.judgement.state...lol...but.i.did.and.instead.of.being.judged.
i.got.care.and.love.and.concern.
This.semester.is.going.to.be.a.great.year.for.me...I.can.feel.it.
Yes.i.have.to.retake.o.chem...but.i.am.going.to.try...Yes..i.mess'd.up.last.night.as.a.few.of.you.may.know...but.im.working.through.it.all!!!
I.AM!!!
A.few.things.to.do.before.i.go.back...
Right.my.stipulations.down.
Get.things.ready.for.my.HYPE.hall
talk.to.a.few.people.
service.hours.forms.
lists.
I.want.to.start.this.new.year.with.a.BANG!!! |
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